My first dream of T. Woo hoo!

The lady in the dream was behaving very strangely. We shared the same room and bed, but I couldn’t sleep because the she was too noisy, and acting weird, like she was on drugs and totally out of her mind. She didn’t seem to be aware of my presents, and there was no sense of my age.

The lady had turned the taps on to run a bath and left them running. She left the bathroom to play loud music, and later dozed off in Ma's chair. I called out to the lady and asked what she wanted to do with the bath water. No reply. Off the planet, I thought.

I had an eerie feeling this lady could do me some serious harm if I wasn’t careful enough and watch what she was up to. I sensed I had better keep my guard up and be aware of her every move. I felt I was responsible for her in that respect.

T sat in an arm chair looking very much like he is today. He had just finished describing something that felt alien to me. I thought I knew what it was he was talking about, and put my two cents in about the subject. When he nodded to confirm I understood what he had been telling me, it scared me. ( Perhaps the concept of therapy)

I ran towards him and cowered at his feet and began crying uncontrollably. I was much younger than I was with the lady, about two years old, I think. T was trying to console me with gentle rubs on my back. At that time I became aware the lady was sitting in a chair close to us. I began to growl like a dog and started to feel rage.

The lady got up and walked away seemingly like my feelings never mattered to her at all. I gave her the finger then, and didn’t care if she saw me because I was with T and felt protected by him. I stopped growling the moment she was out of sight.


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