it turns out i may not need to go into debt to see him. but it would cost me 10k per year out of pocket. that basically means no vacations and no really anything extra for the next few years while i am in treatment.
im 36 years old. id like to buy a home and start a family. it feels unfair to have to choose between having a life and being in treatment. and it also stinks because i feel like if i dont go to treatment with this pricey T, i may not have a life.