Feeling unbelievable pain and sadness

thekidMember

As some of the fog continues to lift, more things mom said during that horrendous phone call are coming back. The things she said and images she planted in my mind about the condition I was supposedly in when I came to them make me feel physically ill. While dad was on the call with us, they couldn't even agree on the city they got me from. This shouldn't be a trick question.

As I write this, tears are streaming down my face, probably because I was just barely able to contain them thru-out the day.

I don't know what feeling is causing the tears - profound sadness or deep, deep hurt or both.

The Kid

9/9/133:53 PM

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MallardMember

TK, I'm utterly horrified and so sad for you. I wouldn't be surprised if you were in shock.

Feeling as if you have a sound understanding of your roots is so important. Your very bedrock must be shaken. I'm sad that your parents aren't aware of the impact this has on you.

I am thinking of you.

9/9/133:59 PM

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Attachment GirlAdmin

((((Kid)))) I think Mallard is right, you are probably in shock. To have these kinds of facts just dumped on you with no compassion along with feeling such a sense of not mattering to your parents because they do not remember the most basic of facts, would have anyone reeling. Please be very gentle with yourself. I do not know if you have outside contact with your therapist, but if you do, this would be a good time to reach out. I am very glad that you are here talking about it, and hope you can continue to use the forum as a safe place to reach out and be able to express all of your (no doubt complicated) feelings.

9/9/134:13 PM

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