don't really understand what happened to me yesterday. I was inside... and suddenly I got very upset and lashed out, hitting another insider (though i didn't realize who it was at the time) then i started flapping my arms around as the wasps were trying to get me. I could see them, though Antoni (another insider) said i was hallucinating, but i swear i wasn't! Next thing i know, I was in bed with someone watching over me... this all took place while i was inside the body, I mean, not 'fronting' or whatever you want to call it.

scott

Scott,
That sounds pretty scary. Did therapy help at all? Glad you're able to talk about it. The intensity on flashbacks can get so high, I can understand why it felt so real. Hang in there... sending good thoughts your way.

AG

I hope therapy was helpful

that really sucks...

im glad others helped you inside....

Sounds like somerhing triggered this for you... it isn't a hallucination if it's a real memory of something that happened.... it's a flashback, just one of the very vivid types that I guess some relate to hallucinations buyt I dont think thats the right word for it cause I always think of hallucinations as mind tricks based on some brain trick but not based in reality unlike flashcbacks

whatever the case, thanks for sharing with us.. thats really good that you do that and can..

I guess fronting is.. being 'out' right? hehe... yeh... we have to label your process, right?

Hugs

that's the thing... it wasn't really a flashback as in it's not something that actually happened, but sorta based on something... i have my 'theories' on it all, but really... no offense, but it's doubtful a singleton mind could grasp it all!

there are memories of bees/wasps and my 'uncle' said they'd get me if i told! anyhow... more later...

scott

'fronting' is a term used for 'being out' and yes... the words get in the way! but in order to make sense, we have to make up words to fit sometimes. yes, to label the process.

scott