This time I TRULY believe the EVIL BEEEEETCH is retaliating against me. She is supposedly a doctor, has a phd and makes us all refer to her as Dr. Professor.
But she writes with the coherence of a comatose snail. Her email responses where completely ridiculous, and once it because clear to me she was angered by my words, I apologized (for having done nothing wrong btw) and ended the conversation.
So the next assignment has been graded and this is the comment she left me:
"Forlorn:
No one asked what you thought, if you agreed, or your opinion."
WTH B****!
At several points in other comments she put exclamation points. Excuse me if I'm wrong, but the use of exclamation point is to indicate extreme excitement or yelling. She definitely was NOT excited, so why the F is she yelling at me?
BTW, this is a master's program. and an Intro level class at that.
I think it is REALLY unprofessional for her to take offense at me for standing up for myself in a previous assignment and then to basically belittle me throughout future assignments.
And of COURSE, AS FRICKIN ALWAYS, I am powerless to stop her. She's just another mean Woman in my life pushing me around without any regard for couth, etiquette, professionalism, educated thought...
GAH! and the whole scenario has me flashing back to evil ex-T who labeled me and pretended like everything was my fault and did not acknowledge my accusations of her. And then of course of meanie-mom who I could never do or be good enough for. Now this so-called Dr. Professor is berating me and never satisfied with my work. And she thinks she has to yell at me because I'm too think-headed to grasp regular words.
Sorry for the lack cohesion in this post. I am really VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY angry.
If you guys could see those emails and other comments you'd understand, but trust me they are bad.
I even showed the emails to T and said "seriously, tell me the brute honest truth, and don't be biased, am I off-base with this?"
And T said the emails from Miss wannabe Dr.Professor were completely off and not only Didn't address my question appropriately, they were snide and deliberately abitrary.
I just worry about having future courses with this woman. In that event, I will drop the course and switch profs if I have to. This is bad bad bad.
To her it probably means nothing, but to me it feels like a very personal ATTACK.
And this last assignment did not say to NOT state our opinions. It was an exercise on paraphrasing and I happen to be a very opinionated paraphraser.
Gah! Maybe I am totally in the wrong for this though. Her words are very very triggering to me. "no one asked you what you thought" probably didn't mean anything to her. Probably tells hundreds of students that without a worry. But for me, who of course, no one cares what I think, No one ever asks me what I'm thinking, THIS is soo hurtful you guys! Am I totally off-base?