Just wanted to say li'l one and I have been struggling too much with a few major things and it's taking everything in us just to get through each day.

For that reason, we need to focus on our getting well again.

Thank you everyone for your support and kind words these past few months.

Don't know if or when we'll be back here but you have all been inspiring and kind and caring at a time when we needed it the most.

I also don't know what our future holds. I need to get myself to the point where I'll be able to face the next chapter in our book about our adoption. But, I'm not strong enough to handle all the feelings that we're feeling right now, let alone going down that major path.

It's my hope to be able to come back here some day with a really good update. I've submitted the adoption request forms but it's going to take until the new year to hear back. Depending on what comes back will help me determine where to go and how to proceed.

Again, thank you from the bottom of our hearts.

Love,

The Kid and li'l one