Due to new financial pressures it looks like I am going to have to reduce my therapy sessions from two times per week to one time per week. This is not good timing as I am still dealing with a lot of dependency needs, emotional issues and a huge upheaval in my personal life but it can't really be helped because I won't be able to afford it.

I am very sad because I know when I mention this to my T that it is going to bring up all kinds of abandonment and despairing feelings for me about how the relationship is "meaningless" and "only based upon money" even though I know that isn't true. I know it is not my T's job to "fix" my life but still there is the little girl deep inside that wants to believe he will do anything for me and won't let me reduce my therapy. It makes me sad just to think about it.

Thanks for listening.