i've been 'hanging around' for a few days reading some of the posts (and feeling a bit like a stalker too... or more like someone who hears a really interesting conversation and would like to join in but doesn't know how...) i'm always surprised at the supportive and loving posts between (almost) strangers and i hope i won't feel too 'undeserving' of those.
i thought i'd say hello first before i dump my issues on people i've never even met and feel really selfish for it.
so, hello, first and look forward to meeting and 'talking' to you !