I felt (and still feel) this overwhelming urge to pray for her or help her in some manner. So, this morning I went to church and asked my clergyman to pray with me privately for my T. He knows her and he's the one that recommended her to me. He also looked surprised that she wasn't doing well. He prayed with me for her after saying that I must be picking up something on her. My clergyman informed me that he recommends many church members to her (with a somewhat concerned look on his face). I said that was wonderful and that she has helped me a great deal. Then, of course, when I got home I was beating myself up for ever mentioning this to him. I didn't tell my clergyman what the problem was (I don't know the whole story). I said she is struggling. Maybe now I'll make things worse for T instead of better. What if he decides not to send people to her on account of what I said? yikes!
That wasn't my intent at all. I just figured that lifting her up in prayer was what I needed to do. I have done that silently several times. Maybe I should have kept that to myself. Hmmm....did I make the right call?
I pray T will weather this storm in her life alright and be able to help me and others.
