Hey TAS,
Okay, this will be the long version.
I tried a few sessions with a hynotherapist. It was all BLT's fault.
(Okay, not really, but I was interested in trying an alternative therapy to supplement the work I was doing with my T, and I was intrigued by the somatic experiencing stuff she would write about her T doing from time to time.)
So, I did a little googling looking for a somatic experience T in my area and found one nearby who listed SE as well as several other kinds of alternative therapies, including hypnotherapy and guided imagery (which I was also interested in). She also claimed to be a trauma therapist. I was intrigued and scheduled a session.
At the first visit, we just did normal intake stuff, I gave information about my background and symptoms, and she told me about the kind of work she does and what her recommendations were for me specifically. It turned out she worked primarily as a hypnotherapist and seemed most enthusiastic about this approach and thought it could be helpful for me. I was a little cautious, and she encouraged me to research it and come back if I decided I wanted to try.
I did some research and concluded it was safe enough and scheduled another session. At that one, she put me under right away after some brief chit chat.
I will say that being hypnotized was pretty cool. I liked the experience on the whole. It was like dreaming, but I was awake enough to hear and respond to what she was saying. She walked me through a guided imagery script while I was under hypnosis, and for the most part it was relaxing and fun.
But (you knew there was a but coming, right?) towards the end something in the script triggered me. It wasn't anything inherently triggering in the script itself (which was quite gentle), just happened to be an issue for me personally. I had all this scary, intrusive, menacing imagery coming up and I don't really remember what happened after that. I left feeling physically relaxed but mentally a bit shaken. It was a strange sensation.
That week I had a lot of bad headaches and some really terrifying nightmares. Also increased anxiety. When I saw the hypno T again she asked me if anything had come up for me during the week, and when I described my headaches and dreams she seemed rather alarmed, basically said that wasn't supposed to happen, and that for some people hypnotherapy wasn't a good idea and I was apparently one of them. Well. . .
She suggested doing some guided imagery without me being in a trance, and that went well enough. I did two sessions of that and I think it helped a little with my anxiety and dissociation, since we worked on scripts and exercises designed to address those things. We had tentatively decided to work together on a monthly basis or as needed (and my T was okay with this) but at my fifth session she forgot some fairly major parts of my history, and that was a bit difficult for me. I just felt like some generic person on a therapy assembly line (and I had felt a bit like that with her all along). My other T is a much better fit. Idk, between one thing and another I never scheduled another session with her after that. I told her I wanted to think about it and would let her know if I wanted to schedule again, and that was that.
Sorry so long winded. Let me know if you have any questions.