Last Saturday's revelations by my parents are just now fully hitting me and I feel devastated by everything they told me, demanded of me, cajoled me into agreeing to and saying. T said during our appt last Wed the questions she asked of me were not healthy and loaded in so many ways. I feel like the numbness is wearing off and being replaced with newfound feelings of abandonment. I don't know the reason - did my parents die in a car accident like I was led to believe all these years or was I left at the hospital by two alcoholic young parents???? It feels like this just happened yesterday! I don't know if I'm coming or going. My stomach feels sick, my head is dizzy and the panic attacks come almost at the drop of a hat.

What parent says those things to a child they supposedly love like they're talking about the grocery list???