Oddly enough though I asked T this because my mother wanted to know if I had a diagnoses. I've been wondering, but because my mom said something I figured I would ask. My T thought it was interesting that my mother wanted to know. She said it sounds like I have relationship issues with my mother and that's the thing she'd diagnose me with at that moment.
I also think that I'm stressed out and grieving and still healing from my marital abuse and my minor csa. I just broke up with a guy I was dating (it wasn't a healthy relationship...and at least I was aware of it and dealt with it in an assertive manner). I'm trying to be a "good enough" parent to my two kids, keep my grades up enough in school to be in the honor society, keep my job, and deal with all the other life chores. I think I'm doing fairly well considering. I'm also still grieving old T. That has been the most difficult for almost a year now.
I know sometimes I let that get in my way of focusing. I need to process this with new T next week when I see her. I think it will help to let some feelings out.Ok...I just needed to ramble a bit...thanks for reading! I better get going. I think one of my kiddos is up sick.
