I'm only pushing my appointment with her back a day and it's not that the time will be that much of an issue, but I feel like I have gotten really close to her lately and I don't want to disrupt that by leaving the state and going out of my nice little comfort zone. It just makes me sad to even think about being that far. I know it's silly because it's ONE DAY longer than normal but I just get scared that things will be different when I come back... I wish she'd just come with me... shit, I'd rather hang out with her than the f.o.o.! Ugh, this whole thing just sucks. I don't want to leave and get all out of my routine and off track and everything!!!!!!! I'd actually prefer to stay home and pass up a *FREE* vacation just to remain close to my t. Damn this attachment!
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*#@$&*^$#*#&$ <---- This is me thrashing about, stomping my feet and throwing a fit!Thanks for reading.
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