thank you all- he, its kind of hard to stay "away" fomr here, when all you guys are SO KIND AND UNDERSTANDING and supportive..gosh..
I have a "back-up" plan with T monday, thats when i have my exam, and if i panick under the "hearing/questioning" part, i might just run straight to T.. I hope so much that i will be able to manage without panick, though, so that i can go to session monday, and tell T i did ok..i so dont want to "dissapoint" him in a way...T seem to think i am such a good student and i feel like i`ll let him down if i end up having a panick attack during the exam..arrg stupid anxiety