I talked to my T about it today beforehand and she agreed that I should probably just talk to her. So I did. I had top pick up some paperwork for my son and while I was there, I asked if she had a few minutes.
I didn't go into great detail but I let her know how hard it has been for me the last few weeks and that I was working with my T and with you wonderful people on this board and I understand everything so much more now than I did.
She asked if there was anything she could do to help and I told her I didn't think so, that she just did by listening to me and accepting what I had to say. She told me to let her know if I ever thought there was.
She's starting a parent support group in town (finally after I've been trying to get them to start one for two years!), and it's tonight. I'm glad I got this out of my system before I had to see her again and put on that act I've been putting on.
Things are looking up.
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