This is Turtle pluralized. I freaked out, asked dear shrinklady to rescind my turtle account and she listened!! OMG darn it. So then I unfreaked and wanted to post and then I was like "Now what the hell?" Okay so that's the story of my pluralized, adaptive name.
AND I think my new therapist is the bomb!! Wow I finally found the help I need. Not that I won't complain and moan and be all whiny etc about my work with her but I can tell this person is going to help me as long as I am willing to do that work. She told me that she has seen numerous people in a similar place as I am recover completely. So tempting to believe and aim for........
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