I don't know if anyone else feels this way, but I get super jealous when I find out that people I know are going to start seeing my T. The treatment/counseling center I go to is one of the best for ED therapy in the area, and to top it off it's only five minutes from my house, so I'm bound to know a couple of the girls that go there from my school. I started seeing T when she was still a grad student and not taking as many clients, but now that she's a full time T she's been taking on a larger load. I can tell because her consultation period is right before my session every week and I see whoever walks out from their consultation with her. Sometimes she comes out early and asks me to wait in the bathroom, which she's explained is because she thinks I may know the person. I always wonder who it could be, but I never see them so I don't spend too long wondering.

Today (I guess she didn't think I knew her) I saw a girl from school that I used to be good friends with, and now I'm having all kinds of jealous, possessive-ish feelings. Like, T's mine and you can't have her type of thing. I know it's irrational and immature but I can't shake it.