((((TAS)))
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is it better for the client to just not go there...knowing the Therapist can never be that?
Everyone is different. Everyone had different childhoods. Some had more difficult childhoods than others. Some of our adults lives are more stressful than others.
Based on that, and this is just my opinion, I think some people need an emotional mother or father in order to recover from not having one in childhood. They might not be able to find a therapist who is on the same page as them or willing to fulfill that role but that doesn't mean the therapist is right and the client is wrong. I'm not a neuroscientist but I don't believe the brain is capable of making the changes it needs to make without having that emotional need fulfilled. I think the person will be able to function in life but not to the extent they would be able to function if they had that need for safety met.
When that person is able to be more emotionally independent, they process what they need to at a pace they can manage. TAS, this stuff doesn't get processed in a day, a week or even a year. Just a little bit at a time is all anyone can handle.
The boundaries come into play here in terms of you saying it hurts too much for you to manage. Your T really doesn't know (unless he's you) how painful this process is for you so you have to be the one to manage that but that's really hard for most of us to do on our own especially if we are in the beginning stages of therapy. He should be clued into the pain and it sounds like he is by cutting down on your contact and sessions because the extra contact caused you more pain in some regards.
A part of you needs more contact but there is a part of you that is hurt by it and that sends you into a tailspin. The part of you that is hurt by it does better with less contact because it doesn't trigger all that painful stuff but the part of you that needs more contact gets hurt by less contact. You are stuck in a catch-22. That's pure torture, TAS, because either way you can't get away from the pain.