Thank you, DragonFly, for your kind words in regards to my poetry. I love writing. It makes me feel happy. It's one of my many releases. I will be open to sharing more with you all in the future.
As far as the name thing, I am not sure if I feel spacey. It seems to trigger some type of anxiety in me for some reason, though. I noticed it today when a customer looked at my name tag and said my name a few times in our interaction. I was like "WOAH..." I am interested in my next session to see if it occurs again. I will watch myself and see if I am maybe dissociating and she's trying to keep me on track?
What exactly is dissociating, though? I am new to this all.
P.S. Drowning is my favorite, too.