Yaku - that ONE person would be ME!

No it wouldn't, Gargyle...it would be me.

Yaku, you are not a bad person, and neither are you Gargyle.

<sigh> this is where I feel pathetic......

I think we all feel this way at times. And that doesn't make us bad persons either.

Drowning my sorrows tonight....with Dairy Queen....one of my many addictions...so I've been told.

Well, I didn't mention that I meant in the whole world. I have already claimed the most horrible person on this board title. Kidding, but I didn't mean to start a "Let's hate on ourselves," thread, which is why I was trying to be light-hearted about what is a serious problem for me all of the time, but to reveal how ridiculous these sort of thoughts can get. BB, Gargyrle, you are both wonderful, lovely people. (((((((hugs)))))))) Please don't hate on yourselves and be as gentle with yourselves as you would be with me!

Thanks Yaku. Just a bad, bad, day. One I will forever hate, and wish I could just forget. And I am sooo friggin' lonely tonight, and I miss my hussband and all the damn ice cream in world won't make it better. Sorry - just a wallowing widow right now.

((((Gargyrle)))) I'm sorry you are hurting so much. I can't imagine how hard it must be to have a piece of you taken away like that. I am a loss for words here.

thanks again. I know it seems like I'm whining. My T told me today not to go too deep into the sorrow, as it just causes more sorrow. But I don't know how to not be sad about this.
Plus, I sent her a text about an hour ago, and she hasn't responded, so of course that means she hates me. (I know logically that it doesn't, but it just sometimes feels that way)

It doesn't seem like you're whining at all. I know how you feel about T not responding. I sent him a bunch this morning and no response all day, so I probably won't get any. ((((more hugs))))