Hi Amazon
I seem to regress after any big flashback, I think there are about 3 or 4 different ages,depending on the memory, but seems to be worse when I'm with my T - I think that's because the flashbacks are stronger then, the rest of the time I try to desperately numb it all away and try not to allow myself to remember certain things.
It's a very odd sensation of being caught between two times, feeling like a child but being in the here and now world
For some reason I'm never surprised to see my T, when she tells me to open my eyes and look around, but often want to cry or call for a parent and have difficulty undrstanding basic commands or questions. I feel very small and very young intellectually and emotionally - oh yes and very very sleepy. Does anybody else have trouble staying awake when they regress or dissociate?
My husband is the only person apart from my T who knows that this happens to me - I would be too scared of telling my friends as it sounds so crazy... until it happens to you
Thanks for the thread Amazon, I look forward to realising once again I am not alone.
starfish