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Hello, I am feeling down/sad right now...maybe it's because i just left my T or maybe it is because i had a huge argument with my partner earlier..idk...but i do know that it is partly because i continue to fail at being vulnerable/expressing my needs to people that are 'closest' to me(not many...i have lots of social anxiety)....even my T...which makes me feel empty inside...and...sad and..depressed...i am wondering what happens with me that i let people in to a point and then i put up a thick wall and stop giving of myself or expressing myself...or...did i even do it in the first place?....i feel soooo very frustrated/helpless/ and blind as to how to relate to people.....where do i begin?...feeling so unsure of myself right now...can anyone relate to this?....boy...i am feeling so much admiration for those out there that are/can be vulnerable...like so many of you on this forum who are so brave in telling of your feelings, etc.....sigh....i want to be/have closeness in my relationships...esp. with my T whom i love so dearly...but...i'm afraid i don't have it yet ... thanks for reading....mlc
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