Hey Samy,
I know it's hard for you to have to be quiet in school and study. But like HB said, it is worth the effort in the end. And it is also kind of you to allow Mary to pursue this since it is so important to her. You are very nice to do that.
So by all means feel free to come here and get it all out as often as you like.
I know I need to do that myself and I don't share the same circumstances as you.
Your very wordy friend,
JM