I'm not sure about the feeling I had while I was preparing to eat in case I got hungry. My heart raced a couple of beats, and I could feel the blood pounding in my ears again. I felt that when I first woke up this morning Sir.

Agro?
Yes

I was a little overwhelmed by thoughts of not surviving my current circumstances. At the same time, I felt weighed down with emotion and the teary eye feeling came back. My gut started to tense up too. The child needed to feel Sir.

No thoughts. No words, just emotion. Body tensing then relaxing.


Help me Sir?

OK, got your spot? Concentrate on it and I will count you into hypnosis. ( counts self there)

I see myself in the cots; the one at grandmas and at home. I feel myself drifting away. I am aware of noises, but cant feel the presents of anyone. I am alone. No one knows I exist. I am floating above myself, looking down on a decaying me again. My eyes are searching for something, but I cant find it.

Where's mum?

On the bed. She is just a boob. There is a wire connected from it to me. It has pulled me to it and fed me. The boob is becoming smaller, and the wire has snapped. The boob has disappeared.

m!

I shut my eyes and die.
Now I am floating in the abyss of space. I feel a connection with the stuff out there. I have come from it. I am made of it.

Do you have a sense of falling?
No Sir. I am being propelled by something. I have no sense of body, or needs.

Where are you now?
In bed Sir, and feeling safe.

Shut your eyes and I will count you out of hypnosis. ( counts myself out)