Sheychen

I don't think we've met, welcome.

Oh I know that feeling.......can you e-mail or post it to her? Or can you write it down and give it to her at the start of the session....I've done all these things when I 've needed to get stuff said. It has been hard, but worked. I hope you can decide though whether it's needing to be said in the first place....that's even harder

starfish

How did it go???? Can you tell???

starfish

No I did not get any way near telling her. it was hard and frustrating. I also asked her if i could record the session and she said she needed to think about that. I think I am trying to prove she does not care when infact she does, but if she DOES care, I will hurt a lot, as it will melt this protective part of me and the hurt parts will come to the surface, so i am in the middle of trying unconsciously to make her feel useless and telling her she is no good when all she does is be kind and listen and actually do her job. At least I could say all that. And she offered to phone me for 15 minutes on Friday. As a stepping stone on this 9 day gap. That was good. She says she has always offered stepping stones. And she explained about not giving me too much stepping stones cos that is not good for me in the long run adn she is working for me in the long run, and I liked that. Sorry, i am about two years old at the moment, a terrible place to be.