Just wanted to say I was going to be taking a break from the forum, at least until my T is back from vacation. I am really struggling right now to hang on to the reality of our relationship and knowing he is trustworthy and reading about other people's therapists is too triggering right now.
I also have a lot of anger floating around as I accessed some pretty deep rage at my last session and it feels like I am prone to overreaction. So all in all, I just think its a good idea to step back for a bit. Not fit for decent company right now.
I also wanted to let you all know that I am turning off my PM's also as I do not want anyone attempting to contact me and thinking they did something wrong or I was upset with them. This is truly not about what anyone else has said or done, but rather about me being so triggered and knowing my perceptions are skewed because of it. Thanks, everyone take care and I'll be back as soon as I can.
AG
AG x
AG....
