Stop.

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I am in a constant state of wanting to feel something other than miserable. Brain tries to find a feeling for me. I can sit in silence for hours waiting for a thought that will take me to feeling. It's brains way of opening that door?

Back to numb. The lid is on emotion. I feel dead, and yearn for at least pre session day when the lid will start to open again. That's when I will feel alive.

The tap is turned off. The switch is off. Brain has shutdown. There is no default setting. I cant turn it all back on at will.

A good day for house work.

7/31/1312:25 PM

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A connection from the way we feel, from brain (thought) to emotion.

Yes, I need to feel safe again, to feel.

7/31/1312:40 PM

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Loud music does appear to stop thought, until we hear something that will trigger it, and then.. emotion.

I shall watch the washing go round, and around, and around~ ugh!

7/31/1312:57 PM

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