For a long time I was in the habit of visiting T's professional website so I could read things she had written and look at her picture when I had anxiety due to missing her. About a month ago, the website disappeared. This distressed me but I decided I'd deal with it and never mentioned it to T. However, I've been checking back frequently to see if it's back up, just in case.

Well, last night I was having some symptoms etc and impulsively sent T the following email:

"moody disgruntled demanding needy regressed client

Yep, that's me.

The (insert name of T's business) website is gone! How am I supposed to cope with my separation anxiety if I am not able to go there and look at your picture?

*pouts and stomps away*
--me

"

An hour later (this was 10:30 pm on a Saturday!) she wrote me back:

"Dear *pouts and stomps away*,
inadvertently allowed domain name to expire, big oops!
fees paid and supposed to be up and running but not yet apparently
will monitor

Take care!"



Wow, I am so overwhelmed by this incredibly kind, tolerant, and prompt response to my petty tantrum. I feel so cared for and protected. I think I take back anything negative I have ever said or thought about my T. . .