it's okay to step back, kmay. you can always go back. i hope you still drop in on us, though

Oh I will for sure still be around here! I love the support and understanding here. It's just my actual Therapy that I am struggling with right now.

I told T that I can't do this anymore.
She said Do what?
I said Therapy. Remember stuff. Write it down. Sit with it. Try to feel normal. Try to change the way I think. It seems I was better off before I started talking about it all. And I am just confused.
She said Ok. You don't have to.....that was it. That was all she said.

Ouch! Sounds like she is happy to get rid of me.

I don't really know what I expected her to say, but I didn't expect that.

Funny, I feel a weird sense of relief even so.

Hhmmm....