"Infantile depression are feelings of isolation, sadness, hopelessness, and helplessness that can lead to bubbies demise."


But Sir, I have always felt that way to some degree or another. Only this morning tears ran down my face for no apparent reason. I don’t suppose those feelings from infancy disappeared overnight. Was infantile depression my major depression as well?

Is the cease to exist mechanism the same as my fight or flight mechanism Sir?

My overload of anger nearly caused my death in infancy and after suppressed anger was added to that load, I nearly died again by my own hand aged twenty three.

I still have infantile depression? It never left me Sir?

Yes, it is easier for me to tolerate those feelings now.

Why?



BUBBIES NEED : SURVIVAL/ NURTURING

BUBBIES THREAT: NO NURTURING

RESONSE TO THREAT: RAGE

RESONSE TO RAGE: REJECTION

THREAT: RAGE/PRIMARY CARER


Logic is a mere drop of water in the sea of emotion.


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