Hi effed, welcome to the forum
i agree with your sentiment that this place is like "therapy for your therapy." it is a wonderful resource for information and support and has been tremendously helpful to so many. shrinklady was truly inspired to create this place for us. i am one who alternates with posting in spurts and lapses of silence, as my circumstances allow and dictate. i am personally glad that the forum allows for that flexibility. so join in as you are able!