(((draggers))) indeed, you ARE worthy. you bring alot of life here, and it seems you care a hell of alot beyond yourself. you're as worthy as they come

yeah. i think alot of what my T is trying to show me is to realize death, but in spite of that realization is to live life courageously, to remember that our task is simply to pay attention (be present) and LEARN. it might not sound great, but if you think about it for awhile, it really can give reason to suffering, etc. learn, and become a better person for whatever suffering you've gone/are going throuugh. i don't mean to dismiss anybody's suffering, because everybody is at different stages, but i'm into Franz Kafka right now, and the stuff i'm dabbling in is pretty insightful and amazing, to say the least.

sorry. stepping off the soap-box ....

nah, muff ... no such advice, sorry. i do mean this sincerely ... thanks for grounding me... hey, we're all searching here, right?

i intend to hang about, muff. there's too much for me to learn here. i do think you tend to give me way too much credit.