I am back again to whine about my therapist and app't times.

As a refresher, in December my therapist totally missed an app't, it was an accident, he apologized, I forgave him easily.

April comes around, he again totally misses an app't, I get pissed at him, he apologizes and we talk, he admits that he is going to have to work really hard to regain my trust. After prodding and my questioning , he admits that i am right to question his sub-concious feelings towards me and that he really needs to work on that shit, and he is going too. I forgive him, am cautious but we move on.

Since the missed session, we have had two sessions, the angry one and then the last one. The last one as actually pretty good, I kept it light, he didn't push me too much, we talk about my feelings towards him. I left feeling confident that we were back on track. At both of these sessions I told my therapist that I will soon have to go to another city 1.5 hours away for work for three days, since we meet on Wednesday i will miss our app't but i would like to rebook hopefully on the Friday. He told me he usually had spots on Fridays. (he only works Monday Wednesday and Fridays.

Last friday i got notice that i am going away this week (or that I got funding to go this week or next)I called him right away asking to rebook for this coming Friday, I called at 2 in the afternoon. I asked him to call me back. Nothing on Friday, He worked Monday I didn't hear anything, I left my office and cell number on the message.

Monday, I am sicker then a dog I can't work to book my work app'ts for this week in the other city and due to the nature of my work I have to keep my visits as surprize as possible. Means that I am not going away this week. So this morning (Tuesday) I call him before 9 am and tell him that my trip has been cancelled and I can meet on Wednesday or Friday, whatever is best for him, please call me. It is 8:30 at night, no call yet. I know he didn't work at that office today but he can check his message remotely and has called me back on his non office days.

I don't know if I have an app't tomorrow or not. I don't have an app't booked for Friday. Part of me wants to ask him to send me a copy of my file, and then tell him to f off, part of me wants to call his supervisor, part of me wants to ask for a break till September and part of me is trying to forgive and forget. I am not going tomorrow unless i get a call, that i have decided, I am not wasting my time walking 25 mins to not have an app't, and then have to walk back.

Am I being unreasonable?
How would you react?
What would you do?
esp given that this is coming less then 3 weeks since the missed app't.

Thanks
CNC