Im new here
Ive been having therapy for a while, and whilst I kinda trust my therapist and really like her, I just cant somehow get close to her/trust her fully. We've worked out together that I have 'intamacy' issues, not wanting to ever get close to anyone (emotionally and physically) and I have also worked out that I seem to be attracted to older women (Im 22year old female) not sexually, just kind of long for them to care and look after me......like a mother, I have a perfectly nice mother, however I do think she is emotionally distant and not very caring.This is a problem as Im constantly looking for a mother figure...doctors, teachers, therapists........now my problem is: my therapist is lovely and im starting to attach to her BUT im scared to as I know eventually one day I'll not be able to see her anymore and i need a mother figure FOREVER not just for a few months/years (or however long therapist will put up with me!) and I'll be upset when eventually i cant see her anymore....argh what should i do!!!!!!!!!! I really want to get past this obsession of finding mother figures, so that i can concentrate on finding a partner and start a family etc etc......
HELP!!!
Thanks in advance,
Luc x x x x x x x