(((about)))

so sorry sending hugs and support. hang in there..

Thank you AH, it really means a lot to just read your answer and your hugs and your support.

(I'm just in a Dark Place, with too many SU and SI urges for my taste, and in a difficult position toward T, and ... *got lost again* don't worry)

Thank you a lot

About, that is a brilliant picture. Captures the feeling so well. I'm sorry for the feeling, though.

That picture is absolutely amazing, About!!!

I wish I had more words of wisdom but I don't...will a cyber hug do?

If so, here it is

Keep drawing, if you can. It helps get things out in a way words can't begin to.

The Kid

Thank you all, virtual hugs are great, and I know you all have your own lives, so... I really really appreciate.

I think I just noticed I (mildly) dissociated during the last session. Which is an interesting fact, I had never paid attention to the fact that I did that when I got "really scared" (especially during the "difficult sessions"). I am still unsure about it, because, precisely... I don't remember what happened (just glimpses, so I know I was not really gone) and I am not really sure of the definition of dissociation, so I must research it.(I wrote a bit more on my blog because I don't want to invade the forum)

Thank you a lot.

(((About))) I'm really sorry that you are in a "Dark Place" and feel so lost. Just know that we really care about you and will be here for you to help you travel that road back to healing.

About, have you shown this drawing to T? Maybe she can find a way to enter the picture (or could you draw her there?) or to lighten the darkness?


(((((About)))))

RabbitEars

Thank you again. *curling up and hiding*


Rabbit: I had it during last session and tried to show it, but that's the moment I can't remember, so I am not sure whether it was discussed or not.

Thank you