(((jd)))

I'm sorry for how much you are hurting. I wish there was something more that I could do but I am listening. I will be thinking of you today and hoping your session helps.

((((Jane)))))

Hey,

Lots of

Nothing but hugs for you jane....

((((JD))))

((((JANE))))

Jane,

My heart goes out to you.

Only because you asked for feedback-can
I ask what psychotropic meds you take?
(if not ok, please disregard)

So glad to hear your doctor is fighting
for you. ((((Jane)))

Jane. I'm sorry you're in a tough place. It sounds like a combination of your T doing something which seems kind of strange and maybe some communication issues, which I could completely understand from how triggering the start to such a conversation would be. Not knowing where things stand would be terrifying to me. Sending lots of love and prayers your way.

(((jane)))

puppet

(((Jane)))I am so sorry for what you are going through. I don't have the right words to offer at the moment, but I would like to give you these....


B2W

I'm so sorry to hear that you are going through this.

(((Jane))) I'm glad your mom is being there for you, even if it's a strange experience. I'm so sorry about your T's inconsistency. That is literally the last thing you need right now.

(((Jane)))

I'm sorry that your T is throwing new things at you right now. I am not doing very well tonight either but I wanted you to know I was thinking of you.

(((((Jane))))) many thoughts for you, we are here listening and caring

Many hugs Jane. I'm so sorry this is all happening.



Butterfly

(((Jane))) I'm so sorry. This is unimaginable. I believe in you. Just being here, sharing what is happening and how you are feeling, is evidence of your determination to get through all this, to heal. You are brave. I wish there were more I could do, like ship you my T or just be there with you in this. But, just know there is so much love for you. I was thinking of you all night and the first thing I thought to do this morning was check on my phone how things were going. You're on my heart and in my prayers, along with my other lovely friends here who are struggling.

....

(((Jane))) Still here. I'm sorry. I know how triggering it can be to hear "no" or even "I don't know" when you're seeking help, need it immediately, but it seems impossible or at least so far off.

For now, maybe focus on staying grounded and think about just the next moment/moments, one thing at a time. Looking at the big picture is often overwhelming when I've been in frequent/extended crisis and can't figure out what to do, how to get help out of it. It is much easier to approach what needs to be done when you give yourself a bit of time to just be without pushing to solve everything all at once.

Sorry if that isn't helpful. I know sometimes I just can't seem to settle when I'm so activated. And I understand how hard that is.

This song came to me while I was reading this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X114axR3taw

Wish I did know the cure...

(((JD)))

I can hear what I terrible bind you are in. I wish that I could help. I am listening and thinking of you. Please write as much as you want. I am glad that the disability insurance consult is helping with your letter.

I'm sorry things are so bad for you right now I am thinking about you. Hoe are you?

I've been thinking about you, jane, and I hope you are doing OK. I just don't understand how your T could do this to you. I do think that if it is so triggering to talk to her right now, it is more important to stabilize yourself than it is to see your T. And I am so frustrated on your behalf to hear how hard it is to find a treatment program.

Let us know how you are doing if you can.



-Bee

(((((( Jane ))))))))

Have just caught up with the horrible things going on for you - I can't believe what's happening with your T, on top of everything else. I'm so sorry you are being put through so many awful things one after the other.

How are you doing? Hope things are at least under control a bit. Sending you big hugs

LL

Hi there JD, thanks for the update. Glad to hear that you seem to have things under a little more control, though sorry that everything is still so awful with your T. Have you understood yet why she decided to stop working with you? I couldn’t work that out from your previous posts at all, it seems like such a bolt from the blue.

I’m also sorry that though your T seems to be somewhat willing to help you out at the moment, you are unable to see her or even speak to her without being triggered (something I can well relate to.)

Want to wish you all the best in your search for a new T, and it’s good to read that you could, if you really had to, get help from your family in doing so. You really do deserve a break (((((((((( Jane )))))))))

LL

p.s. I’m sure you didn’t really email your T 203 times a week, or did you

LL ~ thank you lots.

quote:

p.s. I’m sure you didn’t really email your T 203 times a week, or did you

lol. Typo jane strikes again. I meant to type 2 or 3 times a week.