Someone please tell me to just make a darn appointment with my T and get it over with already!
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Get 'er done, kmay!
Kmay,
Do it before tomorrow at noon and check in here after you've done it.
Do it before tomorrow at noon and check in here after you've done it.
Thanks Ladies 
I tried contacting her earlier to work out an appointment but couldn't get a hold of her. Its probably too late now for tomorrow but we will see....I also have to work tomorrow and go to the chirpractor in the morning...just found out I have two torn discs in my back
Which explains why my back has been going out so often. Just another excuse to feed myself with pain pills - boo!!!! 
But thank you for your motivation. I will update you if I go!
I tried contacting her earlier to work out an appointment but couldn't get a hold of her. Its probably too late now for tomorrow but we will see....I also have to work tomorrow and go to the chirpractor in the morning...just found out I have two torn discs in my back
Which explains why my back has been going out so often. Just another excuse to feed myself with pain pills - boo!!!! But thank you for your motivation. I will update you if I go!
kmay I HATE trying to make same-day appointments with my T T2 is never available but sometimes I can get in with T1. I'm sorry about your back and hope all goes well at your appointments tomorrow. Good job on at least trying to get a hold of her - that's progress =)
T2 is never available but sometimes I can get in with T1. I'm sorry about your back and hope all goes well at your appointments tomorrow. Good job on at least trying to get a hold of her - that's progress =)
I just realized that I called you Ladies...but I really don't know if you are both Ladies lol! I just assumed from your nurturing messages. So sorry if I am wrong....and thank you again.
Catalyst/ Liese -
Thank you. What may seem like simple comments to you truly did motivate me. I got in on Friday morning. Got through the session and departed without the breakdown I had the prior week. We didn't talk much about the breakdown. I asked T alot of questions about some things that have come up recently (regarding my "Why is this happening" post). We talked about my P's plans to change my meds. I was honest with her about how absolutley shitty I feel lately and my thoughts of "escaping". I told her I don't want to be in my own body anymore. Whatever that means....Was just getting up the nerve to ask her something I have really really been wanting to ask her for awhile. I said "Can I ask you something" and she responded with such a genuine, caring, warm "of course" that I knew I would finally be able to get the question out of my mouth and then....the damn light flickered! You know...the "her next patient is here" light. Totally distracted me adn I coudln't do it. She practically begged me to ask her, but I just couldn't. Moment passed. Lol....so anyway that was it. Nothing too exciting. Thanks again. I did feel better overall after going
Thank you. What may seem like simple comments to you truly did motivate me. I got in on Friday morning. Got through the session and departed without the breakdown I had the prior week. We didn't talk much about the breakdown. I asked T alot of questions about some things that have come up recently (regarding my "Why is this happening" post). We talked about my P's plans to change my meds. I was honest with her about how absolutley shitty I feel lately and my thoughts of "escaping". I told her I don't want to be in my own body anymore. Whatever that means....Was just getting up the nerve to ask her something I have really really been wanting to ask her for awhile. I said "Can I ask you something" and she responded with such a genuine, caring, warm "of course" that I knew I would finally be able to get the question out of my mouth and then....the damn light flickered! You know...the "her next patient is here" light. Totally distracted me adn I coudln't do it. She practically begged me to ask her, but I just couldn't. Moment passed. Lol....so anyway that was it. Nothing too exciting. Thanks again. I did feel better overall after going