I had a great session with my T discussing my Email. I really felt like he answered me as clearly as possible. In some ways, it was little bit like starting therapy again only now I know more about what is going on. I know I'm not being very clear but I'm feeling a little freer and happier just because I felt he heard me and responded.
I kind of avoided the details on how I felt about our relationship. The session was going so well I didn't want delve into it. I imagine I will have to keep having that conversation.
We talked about the fact that while he doesn't avoid any topics he was not pushing me on things that were very upsetting to me. He is willing to talk about anything when I want to.
I'm sure the inevitable emotional backlash will come over the next few days but right now I'm really happy. Thank you all for your comments and encouragement.